Monday, October 24, 2011

They are My Love! My Family! My Bestie!

Damm. I love u all! thanks for always be with me! muahhh! =)
p/s: whos not in here doesnt mean ure not my bestie k? just blank too put who's pix already.
hehe. i love u alllllll so much friends! http://www.facebook.com/nynyneiviv <--- all my friends are in.

Monday, August 8, 2011

i'm empty.

(this is something that happen to someone lately)
P   : what?


ME: so its my fault?

P   : yes!


ME: ok! im the one that make a mistake!

P   : then?

ME: im sorry k! i didnt meant to hurt you!

P   : is it?


ME: yes. i meant it! is just my fuckin heart cant except anyone to be my lover now.

P   : why?

ME: can you just understand me? its not only you.
        im sorry. i didnt meant to hurt you. is just not the time.
        i cant control myself.
        its too pain to love someone with a lie!
        i still cant heal my heart.
        all those motherfucker has stab me too deep!
        please. i just need you to be friend.
        i wnt you to be a good friend to me.

P   : i cant leave you. please just dont ever leave me.


ME: you wont understand me ait?
       sorry. its END! please let me go! i need to be alone!
       theres still someone else will love you deeply sincerely!
       just not me. so not me. im too bad.
       i dnt want to hear bad things about you.
       just dont do stupid things n cry again.

P   : but .. i just cant leave you!


ME: im soorrry. our relationship is over. please let me go.
       continue your life with someone else.
       n thanks 4 makin me happy.
       i will remember you.
       thanks n sorry dear.

P   : ......=(

(so what should she do now? she just dont knw how to explain to him anymore. he dont wnt to leave her.. but she cant love him.. arghh!)

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Today, He makes me smile.

HAHA. Its so cute when i see these picture.And makes me feel want to have a big smile.
Well. Theres someone i think im a little bit crush.
I noe him for a long time. but never talk with each other.
Only from facebook. And i like to comment his picture.
and .. Today.. He said what he feels to me.
damm. He makes me melt. warghh.
what SHOULD i respond to him???
arghh. . im just SCARED to fallin in love again.
scared to be played like before.
Cause i just really need someone that could take care of me all my life.
Not just with those stupid loves words, and those promises that cnt be trust..
just really need someone do REALLY LOVE ME!
so what should i do?
Just wait n see.
and sorry to said.
I really need to knw more bout him.
really2 do.
but seriously he does make me SMILE today,
Thanks dear for makin me smile again.=)

P/S: Dear, if u do really want me, try to makes my hearts believe in you. Mwahhcxx!=)

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Kerja.Bosan.Jealous.

Kerja.
haha. ni la life baru aku. Pagi2 kol 8 bangun siap2. makeup2. pas tu law smpat jln je kaki g kje. law x smpat kne la aku tahan teksi. Alahai. nak wat cmne. mencari dwet . lagipon aku nk kumpul wet utk sewe uma baru. dwet2... knape la ko macam air? huhuhu. kje kje kje. menatap pc. mkn lunch. merokok. pastu wat kje blk. haha.
pas tu blk kje kol5. maka pulang la aku berjalan kaki.
Bosan.
dh smpai uma. aku sorng. bapak bosan giler. dak uma x de. kje. nk nek uma membe, dok pkiq dua tiga kali rajin ke dak aku ni... law rajin happy la skit aku kt uma mmbe aku. law x rajin.. kematu ak sorg2 kt uma. main msg x penah dilayan. yela aku bkn dak HOT pon. mmg xla ade org nk text aku. huhu.
pas tu pnyakit aku dtg lg. apala uma mmbe aku ni. kasi aku penykit je.
dah mcm chiken pop dh badan aku.
Jealous.
iye iye. aku ni mmg kuat jelous orgnye. yela... tgk org skeliling untung la ade org sayang. yang aku ni?
asyik frust je. dh syg org kne tipu la, pukul la.. mcm2 la.. alahai. bile la aku nk bepunya seseorng yg tol2 ikhlas nan kate2 n ikhlas syg aku~

dah2 la aku melalut ni.
kpale dh kelaut. ni la jd nye. huhuhuhu. alahai.
OH NYNY! TLG GEMBIRA KAN DIRI ANDA YE!HAHA!=D

Saturday, July 9, 2011

The new life of me.

matafucka!
i'm still alive without u laa!
u think ure the best? no.
im not happy at all to be with u.
n ure such a looser and damm fuckin no manness!

so what!
i got a new life of me.
new jobs.
i love me.
and i will find someone better then u!

damm.
thanks for all my friends that make me cheer up again!
love u all! =D

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Can All The Sadness, The Tears , Just Goneaway.

just everything came again like usual.
is it shits or what.

trouble. keep coming.
crying. keep happen.
fight. keep going.
tired. keep feel.
trying to be dead. . always in my mind.
 

whats its suppose to be mean?
am im the one that at faults?
am im that shitings all around?
am im fools?
am im stupid?
yeah! im the looser! happy with that?!

i just need everything to be stop.
please understand the way i am to be.
please understand what i feel.
please understand what i keep saying.

when everythings keep turn around..

i wish i can fly.
go away from here.
and be with myself.
alone. i like it.

(this just for someone that should know what is happening to me)


Monday, April 4, 2011

Ramli Sarip - My Papa Rock


RAMLI SARIP (saya ingin ade suare seperti dye. yeahhhh!) =D
BIODATANAMA Ramli Sarip
ASAL Singapura
LAHIR 1953
KERJAYA Penyanyi kumpulan Sweet Charity, Penyanyi solo, Penyanyi undangan kumpulan Lefthanded, Penerbit album, Pencipta lagu & Penulis senikata
KONSERTKonsert Karnival Dunia - Sports Aid '88 di Panggung Anniversari, Kuala Lumpur (11 Sep. 1988)
Konsert Seni & Suara, bersama Lefthanded & Ella di Stadium Negara, Singapura (1989)
Rainforest World Music Festival di Kuching, Sarawak (2000)
Festival RentakAsia di Stadium Nasional, Bukit Jalil, Kuala Lumpur (2000)
ALBUM SOLORamli Sarip (1985)
Bukan Kerana Nama (1986)
Perjalanan Hidup (1987)
Istilah (1988)
Warisan (1989)
Seni Dan Suara 79-89 (1989)
Rentak Hidup! (1991)
Lagu Zaman (1992)
Ziarah Seni, box-set (1994)
Syair Timur (1997)
A-Live (1998)
Ruh Zaman (2005)
Kalam Kesturi
ALBUM DUETIhsan, bersama Khadijah Ibrahim (1990)
ALBUM SWEET CHARITYSweet Charity (1979)
Pelarian (1980)
Sejuta Wajah (1981)
Penunggu (1982)
Batu (1983)
Berita Gempa (1985)
Konsert Sejuta Wajah (1996)
ALBUM ARTIS LAINLefthanded - Fanatisme (1990)
LAGU SINGLETaman Rashidah Utama (1994 / album Wings - Opera Dalam Kenangan Part 1)
Orang Kita (1994 / album Wings - Opera Dalam Kenangan Part 2)
LAGU DUETDoa Buat Kekasih, bersama Khadijah Ibrahim (1988 / album Khadijah Ibrahim - '88)
Ku Miliki Bayanganmu, bersama Khadijah Ibrahim (album Khadijah Ibrahim)
Kembara Kita, bersama Ella (1990 / album Ella - Puteri Kota)
Dia Lelaki, bersama Ella (2001 / album Ella - Ilham Bicara)
Dunia Perlumbaan, bersama Republic Of Brickfields (2001 / album The Underground Tribute To Sweet Charity)
Slip Away (Masih Ada Cahaya), bersama Pop Shuvit (2003 / album Pop Shuvit - Take It & Shuvit again...)
Bukan Kerna Nama, bersama Hattan (2007 / album Hattan - Masterpiece)
PERSEMBAHAN LIVEWhole Lotta Love (1996 / album Whole Lotta Zep)
Custard Pie (1996 / album Whole Lotta Zep)
NYANYIAN BERKUMPULANAlam Barzakh; gabungan AmyMus, Azul & Andy McLean (1994 / album Wings - Opera Dalam Kenangan Part 2)
ALBUM KOMPILASIRaja Rock
3 Dimensi Pop Rock Lelaki Terbaik - Pelbagai Artis
VIDEO MUZIKSlip Away (Masih Ada Cahaya), bersama Pop Shuvit (2003)
VIDEO CDEkspresi (2000)
Ruh Zaman (2005)
Zaman The Concert - Melayar Jiwa (2006)
Zaman The Concert - Rock Timur (2006)

RAKAMAN SEMULAIstilah Bercinta (1994 / Dessy Ratnasari - Tribute To Ramli Sarip)
Jikalau Berkasih (1994 / M. Nasir - Tribute To Ramli Sarip)
Bukan Kerana Nama (1994 / Iwan - Tribute To Ramli Sarip)
Restu Yang Abadi (1994 / Jamal Abdillah - Tribute To Ramli Sarip)
Ku Miliki Bayangmu (1994 / Nora & Maman - Tribute To Ramli Sarip)
Budaya (1994 / Emma - Tribute To Ramli Sarip)

Jikalau Berkasih (2001 / CD NazBobAru & Fathul - Brutal All Stars Chapter II)
Dadah Merbahaya (2001 / Gorb - Brutal All Stars Chapter II)
Panah Beracun (2005 / Amuk - Interpretasi)


FILEMKembara... Seniman Jalanan (1986 / pelakon undangan istimewa)
Tsu Feh Sofiah (1986 / penyanyi lagu tema)
Rock (2005 / lagu latar)
LAIN-LAINPenerbit album Khadijah Ibrahim - '88 (1988)